the other page is about my kids - their lives, the hell they bring me and all the other random kid stuff they do.
sometimes, i need to write though. why not here.
i guess the whole point of this would be to get it out rather than the innate desire for it to be read by someone on the other side of the world that really doesn't give a shit anyway.
....or do they?
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i've had a page about my kids for several years, mainly for the out of town family. you know - the whole 'keep up to date on things through words and photos' stuff. while i've enjoyed this, it's about them. there is so much more to things other than my kids (but i'm supposed to not feel that way now that i have kids, right?). there are so many things i can't say on my family webpage for fear of pissing off one of my holier-than-thou relatives or in-laws.
but i'm at the point where i really don't give a rat's ass anymore and feel that, for my sanity, i get it out. whatever 'it' is... it's got to come out somehow or i just might implode.
i ran across another blog earlier and it really struck home. i felt like i was reading the script of my life (where names had been changed, jobs had been different, and adults were outnumbered by kids). but it was all there - the disgust, the anger and frustration with the writer's husband.
there weren't many posts to the page for it being relatively new but every post that was there - waaaaayyy too many similarities.
what i liked was the fact that what was written were the thoughts of a woman that really seemed to keep her household and family together, all the while - dealing with a worthless sack of shit for a husband that refused to be accountable, refused to take responsibility and most of all - refused to deal with his children.
Hello...? Is someone viewing my personal hell on a daily basis? Is there a mole in the house?
So here we are.
Hopefully the start of something worth while. I'm sure it will be - at least to me.
And isn't that all that matters anyway?
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